I have relapsed. My Ed has slipped back into my life. I was doing well, but then it just took over again. It’s like everything around you fades away and it doesn’t matter. I’ve been pulling away from my friends, I’m not going to prom. I’ve just been consumed. I don’t have time to be ill right now. I can’t afford or have the time to go to treatment right now. I’m scared of myself and I’m scared of everything that is going on in my life. I’m tired of being plagued by this disease. I want to be better, but it is so hard. Help.